May 3, 2012

Physically today was a better day. My wife is much better. She is finally treating her back issue with stronger meds and seems on the track to full recovery. As for me I felt good today. But I am still having dizzy spells quit a bit. I am getting more and more nervous as the consultation approaches. I am scared that the doctor will tell me there is nothing they can do and that I am just doomed. Or that they want to do the surgery. There are a few different things they can do. All of them dangerous and scary. But at least I will know something one way or the other. This not knowing and constant living day by day is hard. I go along like its okay then have a spell and I am down for like two hours. It is not fair.