Life so far

Well not much has changed in my life. Other than my body is weaker. I am even more fatigued and tired each day. I have more of a struggle to breath. So I can do even less. It is frustrating and scary. But knowing it will be better soon and clutching to my family and friends helps. As for other parts of my life well not so great. Still in a great deal of pain over certain situations. And frustrated that I am still so hurt. I should just be able to move on and get on with my life. But letting go has always been very hard for me. And this is not getting easier. I find that each day that passes I am thinking about it less and less. Which I guess is good. But still I just want the hurt to go away. -Johnny V.