Not a good day!

I am really struggling today. Having a difficult time catching my breath. Getting dizzy and feeling light headed. But I've been here before. But I'm also dealing with a problem in my personal life too. I've done some things I'm not proud of. I allowed something to take control. I allowed it to become a dangerous obsession. I'm not sure how bad it will get. Just hoping it is not too bad. Love you all. -Johnny V.